Today it's a challenge for me to sing with her portrait looking at me.

вЂњ Ya Allah, ab kya hoga?вЂќ was her constant refrain through her life that made her pour her heart and soul into couplets like вЂњ Mere Humnafas, Mere Humnawa, Mujhe Dost Ban ke Daga Na De, Mujhe Zindagi ki Dua Na DeвЂќ.

Akhtar was gripped by constant melancholia.

In 'Ae Mohabbat-: Reminiscing Begum Akhtar'.

Begum Akhtar's life perhaps mirrors an image where we too may briefly perceive ourselves and question the veracity of our own lives.

In Rita Ganguly Jyoti Sabharwal (2008).

singing sensation in the Indian subcontinent, feted by the cognoscenti and the commoner alike.

In 'New Release: Begum Akhtar: LoveвЂ™s Own Voice'.

She braved on regardless, driven by a deep inner quest to pursue love in its purest form, as an end in itself be it in music or in life. At another level, she was a hapless victim, constantly tormented by the twists and turns of her own destiny.

As a tawaif, she was trained to charm the system and subvert narrow patriarchal practices by means of highly sophisticated seduction.

In New Release: Begum Akhtar: LoveвЂ™s Own Voice.

The much loved classical diva of 20th century India Akhtaribai Faizabadi, or Begum Akhtar was the last of the great female singers from the courtesan ( tawaif) community.

Dhirubhai Ambani Institute of Information and Communication Technology. If they want to listen to my style, they will go and buy my records.

People don't want to listen to an imitation.

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Every time she would perform at the Wagah border for the army, audiences from both sides of the border would come and watch her live. In 1957, Akhtar took Shanti Hiranand under her wings, and in Akhtar she found her guru.Д«egum Akhtar and Hiranand seen practicing together in a file photoДЄ nostalgic Hiranand fondly reminisces of her times with her mentor. Finally Begum Akhtar reclaimed her true passion, and thus reclaimed herself. The doctors advised she needs an outlet, and to allow her to continue singing. Up to the extent, Hiranand reveals that Akhtar had jumped into her motherвЂ™s grave and refused to come out, crying, вЂњBury me with my mother!вЂќ. She wistfully recalls of the time when Akhtaribai was distraught after her motherвЂ™s death. Except for the 1962 concert in aid of the war, which was for women only, Hiranand tells us.Д«ut music was her identity. However, in 1945, Akhtaribai went back to Lucknow and married a barrister, Ishtiaq Abbasi, and stopped singing. She was the one among her peers to break out of the kotha circle. вЂAkhtaribaiвЂ™ was the one who brought thumri and dadra to the common man through public concerts. ItвЂ™s mellow, deep and sad, quite like a deerвЂ™s tears when itвЂ™s been on the run and is exhausted and knows itвЂ™s going to be shot dead. Dadra is what you can call sophisticated folk.

Unless itвЂ™s in your temperament, you canвЂ™t sing thumri. вЂњThumri is one step higher from classical music. She further goes on to explain the essence of her music. Yet she had what you call the вЂsharifanaвЂ™ blood. She goes on, вЂњBegum Akhtar was different from her peers, her thinking, her style set her apart. She relives her days with her вЂammiвЂ™ with us as she tells us that love and pain were the spine of AkhtarвЂ™s songs. Her disciple and the author of her biography, вЂBegum Akhtar: The Story of My AmmiвЂ™, Padma Shri winner Shanti Hiranand graced the concert organised by Begum Akhtar AdmirerвЂ™s Group (BAAG Trust).

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